No matter how many good and dear friends I have and no matter how many beautiful people I am blessed to know… these wounds I have to face alone. Of course I received and still receive a lot of love and healing from friends, both alive and invisible, but in the end, it’s between me & God… The last few weeks I have been sending healing to ”The awakening of my soul and the healing of everything that is in the way” and a lot of those aforementioned deep feelings started surfacing again… I have been extremely dizzy but at the same time there is a certain distance from the grown up me. Apparently now is the time for yet another deep cleaning, so I can just come home in my self… A deep longing I have had as long as I remember.
This Christmas I have promised the little one inside of me to take care of him, reassuring that I would never leave him… Just like, on a deeper level I know I have never been abandoned, I was always taken care of, always.
Wishing you wonderful days, whether you spend Christmas with friends and family or alone. Just remember. We are never alone. Wouldn’t it be nice if the Spirit of Christmas, of Light, of Love could be with us all year long, each and every moment?
The picture is showing Christ as the Buddha… Very symbolic…
Padam Christo Blaak
Denmark, Christmas 2015